I am tired of always struggling to keep up with my classmates. It feels like whenever I give it my all, my classmates achieve greater results with a tenth of my effort. Perhaps it’s my less than effective study techniques or then again, it could be that I’m just a fucking slow moron. A clearer analogy would be that I have an archaic Intel Pentium 1 Processor which obviously pales in comparison with my classmates  equipped with the more sophisticated and advanced Intel Quad Pro (or something like that).

I always try to convince myself that perhaps that we all have our talents. But at the same time, I think that’s just loser talk. Truthfully there are people who are much better than me in almost every possible single way. Having said that, it’s probably part of the circle of life/biodiversity or other bullshit like that.

In biology we learn on how natural selection takes place, in which the organism with the advantageous trait will have the highest probability of surviving while the others with less favourable traits will eventually cease to exist. Perhaps I belong to the organism with the disadvantageous trait (i.e stupid, slow, uncreative, can’t get a girlfriend, etc) .Moreover, we also have to consider the various selection pressures in college; difficulty of tests, depression, some juniors annoying the crap out of you till all you want to is come to college and gun down every single last one of them (errr….I’m kidding?) and not to mention our tendencies to have suicidal thoughts, etc.

But maybe if I take another look at the situation with a more optimistic angle, perhaps that I will come to realise that my species will be able to thrive in different and more hospitable habitats.

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Forget being a doctor. Pffffttt.

Working for the Krusty Krab is way more fulfilling.